ILUV THIS SONG:)

Its nice,actually:) ilove this song:) just becozz syakira is the singer,,haha!!
Football fever is coming:) And this is Afrika Fc song:) I'm not Afrika fans,,i just love this song:) Hopefully,,you guyss will love it as I am~!

Dear,Followera =D

Hey,thnxx la para followers:) Thnxx byk byk:) dulu punn mimi ade bloggg but follower xdeela banyak sampai camniee!! dulu my blogg named "blackberry gurl" n langsung x menarik:) skarang ni dah a little bit maju and it because of you,,eykaa:) Esok maybe x bleyh bukak internet n cannot post new feed cozz mimi dah jangke ayah akan sorok laptop and suruh studyy!! And tady ayah sempat menyumbangkan bebelan "secukup rasa " kt mimi cozz asek tenet jer pagy petang siang malam! :)
sorry dad!! mimi cant do it:C!! Nampknye esok takley nk chat ngan para LUVYOU!!
haha:) I will miss to say loveyou again..ok larh:) nid to go,,kalau ayh tauw still open tenet mesty kene bebel "penambah perisa"!! oh no..!!! Mimi x sanggup:) bye!!
For last: ILUVYOU!! thnxxx and muahhhxxx!!!

Romantic guy:)

HeyHeyHey,,guysss..this is so interesting..!!! Sharp 11 oçlock,,has one guy greet me:)
He was so-so-so romantic..he says he know me,,same school and same year:) SAME CLASS!!
I just can't believe it:) Oh,i Know you will not believe it too,rite?? Let me finished this story first:) His name on facebook is inchigo kamikaze:) ohh,,plizz chat with him:)~!! He says "hi" then I replied "hye!!" ..urghh so many,,must do it in dialogue..ok like this,,

Inchigo:hi
me:hye!
inchigo:tengah buat ape?
me: ni saper?? nothing:)
inchigo:ooo.adela
me:skul kt ner>>
inchigo:same skul dengan kau
me:yeke..year??
inchigo: same year dengan kau
me: owh:) Did I know you??
inchigo: yes,
me: klas?
inchigo:tak boleh bagitau
me:aku tak pernah tengok pown kau on9,
inchigo: aku baru buat facebook
me: (dry segi percakapan dah tau dyer baru buat) yeke:) bagytau la sape kaw!!
inchigo: rahsie
me:eleh,rahsia lah sangat
inchigo: memang rahsia
me:truk arr!! ape yg rahsia sangat kau ni??
then,,about 2, 3 minutes he's not answered

me:hell-o..!! i'm asking!!
inchigo: kau selalu dapat hadiah kan??
me: (e'eh!! caner dyer tauwww?? ) a'ah,,y>?
inchigo: aku la yang bagi tu
me: oh really,, thnxx you SO much!! aq suke..!! but telling who are you will be the best present i'll get!!
inchigo: tak boleh bagitau
me:klu>
inchigo: klu terakhir:aq same klas ngan kau
me: wow,,more surprising..huruf depan>?
inchigo: tak boleh
me: okkay,naper kau bagi semua hadiah ni?? Kau kaye,eh?? Cincin yg kau bagi tu sangat canteqq!!
inchigo: thankss
me:kau tak jawab soalan aku!!!
inchigo: aku ade bagi surat kat kau kan?? takkan kau tak bace??
me: wha!!!!! Kau minat aku!! Bangge nyer..!!!!!!
inchigo:haha
me: naper kau minat aku?? KAU TAU TAK AKU TENGAH KEMBANG SKANG NI!!
inchigo: haha.Sebab kau cantik
me: (memang tengah kembang betul..!! haha:) sangat bangge biler dipuji) owwhh,i know that (dengan perasannyer)
inchigo: perasan
me:hey,kau yang cakap.okkay!!betul ke aku cantik:) (perasan lgy!)
inchigo: haha aah kau cantik! The prettier than all the rest,the coolest girl I know!
me: (bertambah kembang kuncup,,haha!!) oh,yeaa?! thnxxx!! coolest girl,? thnxx again:)
inchigo: paling penting kau brutal
me:aku brutal?? tu kadang kadang jer ;)
inchigo: aah.

then my father called my name, " tidoooo..!!! dah pukul 12 dah!!"
i said to "incigo"

me:ok i got-to-go..!! BTW,,thnxxxx bcozz b my peminat..!!
inchigo: ok

i'm off..!! So bangge!!! ade peminat..klas same?? urrmm,,mesty investigate ni!!but howw?? ILOVEALL YOURPRESENT!! sumer chanteqq!!:) ok,thats all:)
thnxx inchigo,,who ever you are:) ..byee readerss:)muahxxx!

New hair ;P

hey,,i got a new hair..!!! But i don't like it..now my hair very poor n ugly!!
I miss my old hair,,gosh,i'm stupid!! My new hair was pretty nice but I still love my old hair..oh my,,it SO not cool!! My front hair was short!! euuuwww!!
Ok relaxx..my mom said that my front hair will grow long again,,but it will take LONG time!! I juzz not like it! I must do sumtin'..actually,,I already have an idea,but I'm scared,how if it become increasingly bad?? How? How? HOW????!!!
My idea is I want to make curly hair,,but not so curly laa..juzz a bit! So,it can backup my front hair..its unly my imagination! How if the reality not as good as my imagination!! It must be BAAAAAADD..!! Can you guys help me please..?? Give me idea to backup my SHORT-FRONT-HAIR! wearing scarves..errmm,,good idea,,but i'm still not ready for that:(
soon,i will be back penang with my hair like thisss..no,,!! Finish my reputation..HAHA!! Yes,I must change my hair,,change it to CURLY..!! HAHAHA.. think it positive,girl.. Maybe I will like it:)

IHATEYOU,GERAKGEMPUR..!!

IHATE,gerak gempur!! stupid you gerakgempur!! urgh,,but its 4 my benefit,rite? for UPSR! But its still suckss,..,haha! IMISSyouMOM! urgghhh,i miss you mom n sis! what must I do nowww?? study? naaaaaa..my brain like want to EXPLODE..!!
but I must try..i know that! Oh wait!, my phone ringing!! And its my mom..!! yeah!!
wait a minute,okkay!

About 10 minutes later:)
urghhh,,not again..GERAK GEMPUR always cut my line,! stupid you,gerak gempur..!! luckily its unly 4 days..but its still stupid!! whatever!! But i'm a little bit happy now.."luv you is the last word i say with my mother:)wanna know what do we talk? no-way! okkay,no sulking! HEY,I SAID NO SULKING! i will tell you,okkay! ohkay,here it is..

me: ola eh,hello!!
mom: hye..! Tengah buat ape?
me:nothing! arrrrr!! i miss you mum..!
mom:I miss you too..hey,tak lama lagy nak cuti,rite?
me:what? oh,yeeaaa..y?
mom:takdela..mama rase mungkin mama ambik ummi ary senin:)
me:ouh..ari senin?? (already think:stupid gerakgempur!)
mom: aáh
me:ouuuukaaayyyy..but can you nginap mane mane kt sini 4 one day?
mom: huh? nginap mane mane? X bley la,nnty you balik sini baru ade "nginap mane-mane"
un.yus cadang nak bawak pgy bukit merah..kite mungkin nginap seharydue kat situ..xpela..kalau ade ape ape aktiviti mama boleh ambik lambat sket..
me: ermmm,, ade gerak gempur (stupid!) ..
mom:takpela.. bila gerak gempur tu?
me:4 hry..from saturday until tuesday..
mom:ouh,,so I must catch you in wednesday??
me: not really..if you wanna catch me in tuesday punn okkay what..
mom: tuesday?? balik pukul braper??
me:dunno..12 mybe..
mom:okkay..tgk la nnty..samade ary slase or wednesday..okkay:)
me:okkay..
mom:ok bye..luv you..
me:luv you too..bye..!!
mom:bye..
me:bye-bye..

okkay,looks like "luv you" is not the last word i say..ITS "BYE-BYE"..
whatever,,the important is..because of you,gerakgempur!! urghh,,SHIT-SHIT-SHIT AND SHIT AGAIN..!! okkay,my father allready "roaring" my name..
got-to-go now..c u later;)

Late night know:)

It's already late now..my eyes already sleepy but I can't sleep:)
Try to study but my brain freezing..!! On9 but booowwiiinnkkk!!! nobody's on9..
urghh..!! I have promise will not on9 more,rite? ouhkay,,bout that,,so-so-sorry..I'll oredy try my best:) how bout on9 but not always,,ok rite? okkay,I can do that:) thnxx:)!
ermm,,what must I do now?? wanna call my mom n say ILOVEU!! but I believe my mom already asleep:) Juz wanna shout oso: ILOVEYOU EYKA AND NAD!!Korang besfren aq..sape brani saketkan korang mesty berdepan ngan aku:P
And bout Danny and that STUPIDGIRL,,i'm already forgive them..Bad angry gradually person,right! Forgive better than apologise..:) I hold that forever..
everyone must able to get second chance to prove they change..Hey,i'm quoting..Haha,dunno that i'm tallented! (just 'perasan')
Reader,,dont stop read my blogs everyday okkay:) and I will not stop blogging again..I promise..except if sumting went wrong! HeyHey,,now my eyes felt heavy..! thnxx guy:)
wanna say bubbye:)wish me sweet dream:) and surry eyka bout 'heyhey'..haha! start to nonsense,must sleep now or i'll be crazy:) bubbye,darlinkss! ILOVEYOUALL4EVER!!

Haziq Akmam:)

urghh..!! bency biler cakap ngan dyer niee..!! ayat sume skema takpunn mesty menyakitkan aty..!! Asal ha?? And lagy satu,, asal kau niee blurrr sangat..??
blurr sangat sangat! Hey..one more thing,aq suke kau kapel ngan nazi.. sesuai sangat!! Bagai pinang dibelah 10 gituee..haha:)

Macam-macam citer aq dengar pasal kau..Playboy la,tu la..ini la..
sampai saket otak aku..!! Kan aku dah betul betul nazak dah skarang nie..
dengki..!!! yg kau iri sangat ngan aku ni nape arr?? Teacher dont need to know okayy..!! Hary niee plak aku sedar otak kau dah senget..asek gelak jer..
mesty sedey clash ngan nazi sampai biul..haha:) aq sangat hepy:)

Aq teringat dulu.., mase tak kenal sape kau..nik x abes abes cerita pasal kau..aq sampai tenat mendengar,ade satu hary dyer cakap "iloveyou,haziq" haha..!!! sampai nak terkeluar taik telinga aku niee mendengarnye..sampai satu ary aku nk kenalkan nik kat mizan,dyer kater mizan kiut tapy langsung tak menawan aty.."my heart unly 4 haziq" haha..lagy skali ayat gely tahap gaban tu kuar..euww..aq terpk:apela hebat sangat si haziq ni sampai kwn aq ni bley giler bayang kat dyer? Hey,siapepown kau,,aq taknak tauw!!
then,,taun niee aq kenal kaww a bit rapat:) even x rapat langsung! okla jugak,,tapy tersangat blurr; nik plak still "oh,the dreamiest" adoi..!! kali niee bukan nak terkeluar taik telinga,,nak terkeluar taik idung pon ader..haha:)

Dear nik; hentikanla gila bayang tuee!! Carila orang laen yea..!!

please,, I'm not yours now..

Sometimes I ask myself "what did I do wrong?".. you make me like this..then tonight you say you want me to b your couple again..!! What the fuck you think I am huh..!! YES..I now that Im the stupidd..!! I am the silly..!! BUT i have hearts.. You make me lost my mood,,darls.. I cant accept you..I have another boyfee now..so,,get out from my life..MAIGOSH!! my dear readers,,please help me..!! I'm crying right now..!!Try to forget what happen 20 min ago..here what do we talk about..


Him:hye
me:hye (with no mood at all)
him: are you okay?
me:not at all..!! whatdo you want??
him:ouh..I get it..you still mad at me rite? Please dont!!
me:huh? why not?? you break me down damn shit..!!
him: Please dear..forget it!
me:what?? go to hell you sucks..!!
him:okkay..i'm sorry bout what has happen..let it go!!
me:how easy,huh?! go away from my life..oopss..!! wait!what do you call me juz now?
him:nothing..
me:Hey,danny..please larh eak..!! Pegila!Jangan ganggu aku..! Aku dah start lupekan kau..Kenape kau datang balik,Stupid!!! (start shed tears)
him: don't ask me to do that,girl! I can't..!I want you to be mine again,,can you..
me:what? Who do you think I am,huh?? A BITCH or somethin'? Gahh,,!
him:I'm so sorry for what i've done!
me:that such easy you apologize to me!! Stay away from me;you just fucking my life!!I did not need you anymore.. (with crying detained)
him: already has a new boyfren?
me:actually,,yea..so,,dont bother me,please..
him:mayb I will..but can I know who?
me:erm..AMMAR
him: WHAT? SHIT!ermm "ammar sengal"?
me:yea..

Then,,he off..ohh,,mother fucking you STUPIDDSILLYDAMNSHIT!
After a few minutes,;come FOOLSTUPID girl (cant tell her name,private)ask me..


girl:hai
me:hye..! (pretending happy)
girl:boleh aq tanye kaw something?
me:boleh,,why not:)
girl:tapi kaw jangan marah tau
me:tanye jer lah..!! (certainly already angry)
girl:erm,kaw kapel ngan ammar erk?
me:yes,,y?
girl:eisy!nape kau kapel ngan dier hah?Die tu bawak motor lah,,x sesuai ngan kau yg serba sempurna ni..
me:what? naik motor?? so what? salah eak? sempurna? hell-0!nobody perfect okkay..!! remember that..!!
girl:sorry la..tapikan agak pelik,ammar tu bukan jenis yg kapel kapel
me: yeke..dunno bout that..heyy,,ramai orang cakap camtuee,y arr? (remember eyka punn pernah cakap camtuee)
girl: ntahla,die tu kan naik moto,isap rokok,main tepung la, tak sesuai ngan kau!
me:HeyHey! First:tnxx sbb kate aku baek yea! Sec:Naik moto? Who cares? Janji baik!! Isap rokok..? WaitWait!! biler dyer isap rokok,huh? Kau jgn fitnah..!! dosa tauw tak!! Main tepung? relax arr..aku punn main dowh!!
girl:surry arr..
me:hmm..
girl:bye gtg
me:bye!


Urghh,,suckss!! Kenape ramai sangat Orang busybody n interfere camniee kt aku?? Hey,ammar..diorang kater kau budak paling nakal kat skool..!
habis mood aku!!bodoh..!!

hey,,if loving you is wrong,then i dont want to be right..!!

Ammar:)

kahkahkah:) cannot stop laughing..!!!!!! Aku still xley bayangkan how ammar mengembek..!!!!!!! haha!!! TOLONG,,SAKET PERUT..!! Hari nie aq rase happy semacam..except 4 one thing..but let it behind..!
macam macam karenah..!!! adododoi..senak perut..HAHAHA..!!!
Eyka plak kater ammar kambing,,suke mengembek,,suke KENTUT..?!!
haha klaka nyer..HeyHey:takkanla..!!!HAHA..swear..!! klakar sangat..!!
*embek!! haha!! its the best day ever..bkn pasal ngutuk ammar okay!!!
pasal ary nieee ary yg pling byk aq gelak sampai pecah perut..!! mati katak aku cengginie..:) tengkiu ammar,eyka n others..korang la hidup aq..kalau korang xde,,mesty idop aq sunyi..:) tengss sangatsangat:)

Surriee,,Afrina..

Urghh..!! The first thing unbalance me is YOU..!! You know what..i'll try my best to be a nice person..! But i'm still imperfect.. And you must know..NO ONE PERFECT..!! That day take measure,,Afrina..I lost my emotion..!
I'm so sorry..!!! That problemss are not my fault BUT you blame me..!!! i'm mad at you..!!! I allready do the best..I'll try to ask for apology but you still SOUND me..That's more Afrina..! I dont want apologize at you anymore..
I GIVE IN..! You make cardinal sin because make problem with me..!

Facebook AddicTed..!

UPSR COMING..!!!! BUT I'm still not studyy till now..urghh..!!! still on9 n chit-chat wif frens..

I promiss with all my heart,,earnestly will stop surfing that fucking stupidd facebook..!!! but,,can i do it..?? I even can't stop surf it for an hour oso..how can I do it..?!!! damn..!!!

can you tell me how stupid I am!! My addicted at facebook
very-very-very strong until I can't stop it..!!!!

ok..relax,,relax..I believe i can..why not if i strive..?? My target now is 5a and I will strive hard to stop surf that mother fucking facebook..but maybe i will still blogging sometimes..:)
how can i live without blog,right?

Imran stupidd..!!

urghhh..!!! imran..!!! x serik-serik..!!kt mane aq pgy,,mesty ade kau..!!! asal arrr..ya allah,,jauhilah dyer,..

ske carik pasal...dah la pendek (haha)!! perasan hensem plak tue..!! euwww,,..go to hell larh you stupidd silly idiot Shit..!! Imran..!!! tengklah ary senin nnty,,..aq tembak kau ngan senapg gajah..!!! biar hancur lebur kepala kau tu jady debu bru puas aty aku niee..kau tau tak saket?!!! sampai lebam lebam kaki aku,,kau tau tak..!!! you stupid damn batang kera..!!! adoiiiiiiiiii...saketnyer aty..!!!! siap kau..kalau kaki aku ni parah ary senin nnty..or bile bile mase jer..aq kukus kau..!!!! aq bunuh-bunuh kau..aq masukkan kepala kau tu dalam loji tandas..!!!!!

Coming home..

How simple my life is now you are here,
How I cherish each breath,
How I crave the light and laughter you have brought me.
I have fallen in love without taking a step,
Fallen into the sweetest of dreams,
How I hope no one wakes me.
The simplest gesture wraps itself around my heart,
Where I will hold it forever.

Each time we say goodbye a part of me weeps,
Though I know it is not forever
To my aching soul it is an eternity.
I see my happiness shine in your eyes,
Every time you hold my hand my heart skips a beat.
How sweet life is to be yours;
How meaningless life is without you.

They know nothing of the loneliness before you
Nothing of the empty tears I cried day after day,
How did you do it, I ask myself,
How did you banish the fear, the darkness?
You have made me see that nothing is that bad,
That I am strong and worthy of happiness,
You have saved me from myself.

Everyday I wake up and smile to myself
Knowing you are waiting for me,
Knowing you can't wait to see me.
How would I go on if you were not there to hold me up,
To bless me with your love and light?
How I am glad you have found me
My life is now complete...

I am home.